Awake
The opening part - identity, family, old ambitions and the slow dismantling of everything I thought I knew.
First year began with anatomy and biochemistry, but the more important lessons were about identity, belonging and who I wanted to become.
These entries capture the gap between entering medical school and actually feeling like a medical student - ambition and excitement alongside doubt, reinvention and ideas slowly being dismantled.
Year I is divided into Awake and Alive. Choose a part, then open any entry directly from the chronological reading list.
The opening part - identity, family, old ambitions and the slow dismantling of everything I thought I knew.
Medicine becomes real as anticipation gives way to friendship, beginnings, disillusionment and the realities of student life.
Man is born free and everywhere he is in chains.Jean-Jacques Rousseau
First Year is the opening part of a five-year coming-of-age story through medical school, relationships, travel, failure and growth.
The first year ended. The certainty did not last.
Continue into a heavier year where medicine grows louder and life beyond university begins to pull the story in unexpected directions.
Continue with Second Year.