Reflections of a Roving Doctor

Reflections: After Mexico

REFLECTIONS

AFTER MEXICO

I started out this journey with no expectations whatsoever. One month into it, I had already exceeded some I didn’t even know I had. Before I left, I knew one thing and one thing only: this would be my time. And in being on my own, I found myself using that time to improve myself.

    • Reading: In one month, I managed to read four books. Now, I know this might sound like no big deal, but in a regular year, the total number of books I’d usually read would amount to a big, fat zero. Back home, I’d try and read a bit at the end of my day while curling up in bed – and, given that it was usually after a long day of work, I’d end up dozing off before finishing even one page. Not to mention, if I did have time to read, it would usually be dedicated to medical textbooks in preparation for my exams!
 
    • Writing: I also managed to keep up with my writing. I wanted to remember every single detail. For that, I had two tools to my advantage: photos and writing – definitely not this crappy brain of mine. These words are a permanent record of all my experiences: from the adventures I lived to the people I met along the way, from the emotions I felt to the food I tasted. I also wanted to make some money off it. I’d been publishing a few articles over the past year, but I found myself too caught up in journaling to write more of those. That would’ve been my only source of income – something I’d use to do even more stuff – but I could always do that once I got back home. For the time being, I just wanted to make good use of my very limited time.
 
    • Language: During the five weeks I spent in Mexico, I was speaking almost exclusively in Spanish, which explains why my Spanish had improved remarkably (si puedo permitirme decirlo, jejeje). I went from using just the present tense to having a basic understanding of both past and future tenses. I also expanded my vocabulary and corrected some grammatical mistakes I’d been making for years! I was still nowhere near fluent, but now I could at least communicate effectively.
 
    • DrawingSomething else I started doing in Mexico was drawing. I hadn’t drawn anything in ages, but I felt like this was the perfect time to start again. I bought a tablet just for that reason. That way, I’d be practising a skill I had never quite invested time in. I set myself the goal of drawing something that represents every single country I visit. It didn’t have to be perfect – not even good – just something to remind me of each country and the places I’d seen. It would be a memento I’d keep forever, and having made it myself would make it all the more special.
 

Then there were the things most people travel for – the nature, the wildlife, the history, the culture, the art, the music, the food. Everything the country had to offer. The more I experienced, the more I felt like I was missing out, considering how huge and diverse Mexico really is. During my time there, it felt as if I had barely scratched the surface, and I found myself swearing to come back on many occasions. I am so incredibly grateful to have been part of Mexico’s life, even if just for a bit.

And then there were the other little things. In just over a month, I had to adapt to so many things that I hadn’t even thought about while I was in the throes of it all. Like going through an entire day with just one cup of coffee instead of the usual twenty. Like doing laundry with no stuff to do laundry with. Like waterproofing myself in the middle of a torrential downpour. Like being unable to share my wildest stories with anyone in real-time, and having to write them down instead. Oh, and the struggle to untie the napkin that’s wrapped so tightly around cutlery – or getting used to the fact that every food item is either corn-based or covered in salt, chilli, and lime.

Through it all, I had been elated, miserable, exhilarated, depressed, grateful, ungrateful, loved, lonely. I felt more alive than ever – and I also felt like dying a couple of times. I went through highs and lows, though the highs by far outdid the lows.
 

 

 

  • Distance:
      • Total walked: 347km
      • Total travelled: 2537km
 
  • Books:
      • The Sun Also Rises, Ernest Hemingway
      • The Motorcycle Diaries, Ernesto Che Guevara
      • Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Hunter S. Thompson
      • The Little Prince, Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
 
  • Song:
 
 
 

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